dont feel too lonely, but now and again am overwhelmed.
i know i dont want to talk about certain things but this is the only place not everyone else will judge (by now people should realise this is my biggest hate) people are all people, whom all make mistakes and most are hypocrits so here i ramble
*sigh*
i am headachey now its typical, just as i start to empty something out that means anything i lock up.
*searching*
i am thinking about something i was set against from the get go, far too much and i still dont want to persue those things even tho they take up much of my thoughts, how weird is that for someone whos trying to figure out what they want? i suppose it isn't that bad as i am trying to take time to myself
i worry that i morn my past relationship far too little for what i think i want back (yeah cos that reads well, these are my thoughts)
*swallows*
my eyes are tired, i want pasta and a brew, that there is a bloody good start at unblocking my feelings if i do say so myself